Not Okay

What's your definition
Of doing "okay"?
Is "okay" not brewing,
Not throwing your life away?

Or is "okay" just
Not breaking down,
Not bursting into tears, or
Not quite willing to drown?

Maybe "okay" would be
Smiling all the time,
Faking your happiness
And pretending you're fine.

Can you still be "okay",
When you've hit you're all time low?
When you're alone and lost,
And have nowhere to go?

This is what I'm asking,
What'd I'd like to see.
I'm not sure if it's "okay",
To keep being me.